That’s where it ended.
She stared at pixels at a screen
While a waterfall dampened the tissues pressed onto her cheeks.
She didn’t know what she wanted.
She aspires for solace.

These three months have been the loveliest with you, Miller. See you in the morning, dear.

Cheers to the greatest summer so far.

Wow, actually getting nominated for something on tumblr. Is that a thing on tumblr? Being nominated for stuff? Anyways thanks, crunk-and-classical!

Rules: In a text post, list ten books that have stayed with you in some way. Don’t take but a few minutes, and don’t think too hard — they don’t have to be the “right” or “great” works, just the ones that have touched you. Tag [ten] friends, including me, so I’ll see your list. Make sure you let your friends know you’ve tagged them.

  • The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
  • Looking for Alaska by John Green
  • Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger
  • It’s Kind of a Funny Story by Ned Vizzini
  • The Diary of Anne Frank by Anne Frank
  • The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton
  • The History of Love by Nicole Krauss
  • Harry Potter Series by J.K. Rowling
  • Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher
  • Night by Elie Wiesel

I don’t really want to tag anyone in particular, so do it if ya want!

NO EMMA APPROVED JUST FINISHED AND NO I HAVEN’T FELT THIS SAD SINCE THE LIZZIE BENNET DIARIES ENDED AND GAH SO MANY FEELS EMMA AND ALEX CNEFIUVCEHLWVCUEFIWHFRUIF :(

but the web series is amazing seriously

This song is just extremely adorable and this cover is phenomenal. 

Got new glasses! Miller tried them on and really he just looks like a dork with them but a very attractive dork. Happy I can see well again though!

Got new glasses! Miller tried them on and really he just looks like a dork with them but a very attractive dork. Happy I can see well again though!

So remember that one time one of my best friends was in the NY Times (Read it! It’s really great!) and a rap video that I’m in about Polynomials from Sophomore year was linked on the article and it gained like 300 views?

thoughts

  • frick i didn’t get enough sleep last night
  • driving test this morning woo
  • stomach hurts like a bitch
  • super happy i saw ms. childer’s yesterday
  • not so much ballard tho
  • convinced ballard never knew my name and that’s why she never called on me (thank god)
  • insurance is hella expensive
  • i want my new glasses right now
  • really want to take ap physics 2 online
  • want to see my schedule pretty badly
  • posse foundation interview next month eh
  • i want to fall back asleep
  • frack

going to austin tomorrow/monday to visit ut. idk, i just really want some bbq.

Missin’ this dork.

Missin’ this dork.

I used to listen to Gabe Bondoc on repeat in 8th grade. I still sometimes do now every once and a while. Very much influenced the kind of much I tend to write now. Very cheesy and hopefully sweet and incredibly honest. Listen! He’s great.

eek so i’m thinking about my senior recital and i think i want to play the poulenc clarinet sonata and one of the movements from the weber clarinet quintet and oh my god decisions i can’t make them ever

Walking Dead, Photographs, Higgs Boson, and Fink

1:23 AM

I can’t fall asleep. I think I’m going to be falling asleep soon, but I’m not really sure. I actually should fall asleep because I’m hanging out with Andy tomorrow morning, but I’m just going to let time pass insead.

Finished Season 3 of the Walking Dead. Holy shit, this is such a good show. Minus the part that everyone I love dies. But still, pretty darn great. Starting Season 4 tomorrow evening hopefully.

I ordered pictures to develop when what is now yesterday. It’s weird, you know. Developing pictures. Having pictures in its physical form. My mother has all these old picture albums when she took pictures with a disposable camera. Now I walk around with an $1000+ camera, and all I get back is pixels. It’s weird. How things change as time progresses. Sure, there’s a lot of good, but I think there’s an equal amount of bad. Maybe it’s just all a part of entropy, but idk. Sidenote, watched Particle Fever today while my sister was doing stuff and Miller was at Rice. Really cool and very interesting. Should watch.

Listening to Fink. Finally got to the Fink song in the Walking Dead. I like to think that I would’ve looked up the song without Miller showing it to me. But I don’t know that. But I think I would’ve.

I should try to go to sleep. Or maybe I’ll just listened to music until I fall asleep. Sleep tight.

1:35 AM

fuck my life i started watching the walking dead and basically nothing is going to get done like ever thanks netflix for facilitating my watching thanks miller for encouraging this and thanks diana for making me watch it with you but now you’re tired and won’t let me go on without you