I feel like I’m wasting my time. I feel like that a lot. And I’m afraid that I’m going to disappoint her. And if I do, I’m sorry. I wish I could do better for myself and for you.
I’m up pretty late. This is pretty late for having to wake up at 5. I don’t hold up like I used to throughout the day when I stayed up late.
I’m up doing Science Olympiad stuff which is not really that important to tomorrow, but it’s important to me. So I’m up studying and making notes and learning things I didn’t know before. I think it’s exciting to learn new things. Especially when it’s at your own will. This is why I love Science Olympiad. It shows me that I still do have a passion somewhere. That I’m able to be engaged in something for the benefit and enjoyment of myself rather than unwillingness to do something for someone else but doing it anyways. It’s refreshing.
I’m tired. My mom is probably going to yell at me in the morning when I try to sleep in. I should look over my APUSH stuff and read a little bit of Divergent afterwards.
Good night, whoever you are. Take it easy, okay?
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? 3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? 4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? 5: Do you like to use post-it notes? 9: Do you always smile for pictures? 15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? 17: What size is your bed? 19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? 22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? 27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? 43: Are you stubborn? 46: Are you afraid of heights? 48: Do you sing in the shower? 49: Do you dance in the car? 50: Ever used a gun? 53: Is Christmas stressful? 56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 75: Own a record player? 81: Tea or coffee?
Definitely closed. Terrified of the dark. It can be peaceful sometimes, but I find it terrifying about 99.8% of the time.
Tucked in. (Monsters, duh.)
No… I would think that would be rather difficult to execute. Too much effort also.
All the time! I usually always have post it notes! They’re really fun. I love having lots of colors (although my wardrobe is to the contrary).
No, not really. Sometimes I do silly faces. Or serious faces. I like being behind the camera though. It’s much more fascinating as the person capturing a moment.
10: What is your biggest pet peeve?
When people clap between movements. I mean, it isn’t that big of a deal, but it sometimes ruins the mood for me. Also when people leave my door open. Ah!
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
All the time. Usually when I’m at school. Usually when I’m walking alone. Sometimes I just don’t really feel like talking to people when changing classes, so I look at my feet and count my steps.
12: Have you ever peed in the woods?
13: What about pooped in the woods?
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
Depends on your definition of “dance”. But yeah. It’s really easy for me to hear a tune in my head quite vividly. Why not dance?
No, it’s kind of eh. A bit unsanitary for me.
16: How many people have you slept with this week?
One. My sister. We had to share beds on our trip to Florida.
18: What is your Song of the week?
Do I Wanna Know? - Arctic Monkeys
20: Do you still watch cartoons?
Not really… If I do, they’re usually movies.
21: Whats your least favorite movie?
I don’t think I have one? Mean Girls 2? (That really was a terrible movie.)
+34° 59′ 20.00″, -106° 36′ 52″ (BrBa anyone?)
23: If you’re a girl, bra size? If you’re a guy, pants size?
It shouldn’t matter.
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
25: What is your favorite food?
Can I say mangoes? If not, probably pasta? Or pizza…
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
The Perks of Being a Wallflower, All of the Harry Potter movies, the Lord of the Rings, Hunger Games, Moonrise Kingdom, any Disney movie (esp. Up, Lilo and Stitch, the Jungle Book, TOY STORY 3). I love a lot of the movies I watch.
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
Pffffffft. God, no.
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
A while ago. Towards the end of last school year. He never read it though. It’s on my desk’s bookshelf.
I don’t think I am… I suppose I can be sometimes, but I always give in.
I’m not afraid of heights as much as I am afraid of dying. Heights increase the chance of dying.
47: Do you sing in the car?
Always. Maybe too much. I bet it’s annoying.
Always! Those acoustics doe.
Haha, depends who I’m around. I mean, hey, let’s have a party!
No. I don’t think I ever will.
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Ha, I don’t know. Yearbook pictures? School pictures? So maybe 2 months ago?
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?
A bit… I enjoy them though.
YES! Figuring out the perfect gift is laborious! Frustrating!
54: Ever eat a pierogi?
I had to look that up. If they are empanadas, then yes…
55: Favorite type of fruit pie?
Haha, I wanted to be a writer.
57: Do you believe in ghosts?
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
Definitely. A lot of the time I associate it to the feelings and the peoples involved the first time, and I try to avoid the second time all together.
59: Take a vitamin daily?
No. My mom bought some; they taste like mentos; I still don’t take them daily.
60: Wear slippers?
Only during the summer time really.
61: Wear a bath robe?
62: What do you wear to bed?
A shirt or tank and bball shorts or warm pajama pants.
63: First concert?
Don’t judge me. The Jonas Brothers.
I do not! But I think my parents are getting me one for Christmas! (I already bought a few records…)
76: Regularly burn incense?
77: Ever been in love?
78: Who would you like to see in concert?
Coldplay, Paul McCartney, Young the Giant, idk everyone.
79: What was the last concert you saw?
Houston Youth Symphony Concert… I haven’t been to a concert concert in a while.
80: Hot tea or cold tea?
Hot tea. Unless all they have is sweet tea. Then cold.
Used to be tea hands down, but I drink coffee more often nowadays. Won’t deny a cup of tea though.
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Sugar. Snickerdoodles have peanut butter, don’t they? Eh.
83: Can you swim well?
I can’t swim at all.
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
85: Are you patient?
I would say so.
86: DJ or band, at a wedding?
Both can be really shitty… The music they matters more than the way it’s presented.
87: Ever won a contest?
Yeah, but it was a contest I didn’t even know I was entered in…
88: Ever have plastic surgery?
89: Which are better black or green olives?
I’ve never had olives…
90: Can you knit or crochet?
91: Best room for a fireplace?
92: Do you want to get married?
93: If married, how long have you been married?
5ever with myself.
94: Who was your HS crush?
Well, I currently am in high school. SPA. Figure that acronym out! (Sooo tough.)
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
I usually don’t. I did once though. My mom was being a mom.
96: Do you have kids?
Totes. Jk. Forreals.
97: Do you want kids?
One day. Definitely not now.
98: Whats your favorite color?
99: Do you miss anyone right now?
My boys. Everyone disconnected when 2 of the 4 of them graduated. I look up to all of them really. They’ll one day all be gone, and I’ll miss all of them even more.
Thank you for the questions, Shayla. <3
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
5: Do you like to use post-it notes?
9: Do you always smile for pictures?
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?
17: What size is your bed?
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?
43: Are you stubborn?
46: Are you afraid of heights?
48: Do you sing in the shower?
49: Do you dance in the car?
50: Ever used a gun?
53: Is Christmas stressful?
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
75: Own a record player?
81: Tea or coffee?
I forgot to answer this. No, I don’t think so. It isn’t really in my place to have any kind of feeling whether it be good or bad towards him, so I’m sort of in a state of numbness. He’s still very much dear to me though.
I forgot to answer this.
No, I don’t think so. It isn’t really in my place to have any kind of feeling whether it be good or bad towards him, so I’m sort of in a state of numbness. He’s still very much dear to me though.
Remember when I thought I could study for all my finals ahead of time by studying on the weekends but I forgot that I have Science Olympiad Saturday, Region Band Auditions next Monday, and then Phase II of Auditions the Saturday following?
That happened like 5 minutes ago.
No matter where I am, the day after Thanksgiving will always be a coffee day. Cheers to a delicious PSL.
My family is outrageous. We drive 16 hours to Florida and all they want to do is go shopping. I’m the only one who wants to go to Disney, and my mother literally asked me if I wanted to go by myself. No, I do not want to go by myself. This was a waste of a trip. I want to go home.
This night was like every other night: I started my Ballard homework at midnight.
My favorite jerk is just chillin’ in Pearland not telling anybody and that makes him even more of a jerk than he was before.
I literally just started my first episode of Doctor Who ever two hours ago, and I’m sort of hooked.
muse and kings of leon right now so much yes what are dialectical journals